Time to get ill

What a terrible last couple of days have been!

Had some family issues and me just being crabby and really defensive. Since I was feeling down Monday and Tuesday, I went to the mall on my lunch break yesterday and bought new shoes. I have so many shoes. These are probably the first white shoes I have worn since maybe elementary school. They kinda got an 80s/retro feel to them. I just feel weird wearing white shoes. Like they stand out big time. They are so bright and so light....so white. yep.

I hate feeling sick, but usually I can hang with it and beat it out. Not today.

Driving to work this morning something came into my awesome body and started working it's dark magic. I won't get graphic, but it was a crappy day, if you know what I mean. Don't act like you don't poo. Everyone does. And don't act like you haven't gotten butt sick before either. It sucks. So I left work at about 11:30. I felt like my main boss didn't believe I was sick. That discourages me. Did she really want me to prove it to her?

Ok, enough with the gross talk.

Here is something that is bothering me...People commenting on my facebook status that I don't want to comment. Grrr...I am not calling anyone out, but if we are friends only that social network, you might know what I am referring to.

Good news. One of my ex's is moving away. I couldn't be happier. I asked her myself just for reassurance and she confirmed it. She said she wants to hang out again before she leaves. She also says she misses me. Probably not in the romantic way, but still. I don't want her to say any of that to me. I was then rude to her by basically saying that we will never see or talk to each other again. At least that's what I want.

It felt weird being a dick to her. Some people really deserve it though. Maybe I should be a dick more often.

Why do I associate myself with stupid people? You think I would have learned by now. Especially in the romance department. GRRRRR! At least I have you though. You love me right?

Thanks Readers.

*hugs*