Ok. Hi. Finally.
Little post since I feel like it. I apologize for not writing. Some times I don't see the point, yet some times I have thoughts, feelings that I want to write but I usually keep it in my head. Most of my random thoughts, questions, ideas are posted on Twitter. Wanna follow me? Figure out my name on the URL. Not that hard. Or send me a DM. Whatevs.
Did everyone have a good new year? Mine was fun. For the most. Went with my gal pal Jennifer to see this band called Warpaint in Houston. It was rad. Hotel room was nice, balla..you know how it is.. Speaking of Jennifer, I will do a blog post promoting her newest blog. It's tizight and I give my full support to it. If you don't like fashion, you might as well stay the F back. It's about fashion. Anyways, I will cover that soon. I might even be a guest model. Would you like to see me modeling? Would it excite you or bum you out? If I do model my sexy bod and thrashing threads, you will know. But you should check out her blog anyways. It's nice. Stay tuned.
So yeah new years..come and gone. I was talking to a girl at the time. 21 year old red head. A rare breed. Might as well been a rare breed of shit because she just stopped talking to me one day. That has never happened to me before. I have been told to take a hike by girls or it's not gonna work. But never ignored. Not after I thought that this girl could be an official girlfriend. Her loss. You snooze, you lose baby.
So love life is kinda chill right now. Feelings are always floating around but not worried. Good things are coming. More girls seem interested in the past several months. That is kinda nice.
Kinda sad that I haven't posted a lot of stuff in the past month or so. I just don't feel like talking sometimes. Don't want to vent to people and I will lie to them about it. I told someone who reads this that I wanted to talk to them one day. Well she called, but I didn't want to talk anymore. "Here, listen to my problems. Help." I can't do that. That's why I don't like to post on here. Like who cares if I am feeling down or blah blah yadda yadda. This is now becoming a problem for my tweet's on twitter. I wonder how many people I annoy and how some people don't get who I am. It's life and I hate feeling timid. Some times I don't care, some times I do. Some times I post blogs...some times I don't or delete them.
I shouldn't care. I am who I am. I don't like for people to think I'm a bag of dicks or whatever. I'm just a good guy with lots of imagination and creativity. Some dudes yelled 'faggot' in their car last weekend while I was walking. I wasn't that upset, but I thought it wasn't necessary.
Things are good though. I complain a lot when I shouldn't. I'm fortunate to be who I am and what I have. I like myself, even though I question things about me internally and externally. I think I discovered who I am. A awesome bad ass nice guy! That is a neat thing.
Anyways...it's cold in Texas. It's snowing, if you wanna even call it that. But here in Texas, a little bit of snow will cause a panic. Snow day tomorrow? Sleep till 10?
I'll think about it while I watch Jersey Shore.
Maybe I will be back sooner than later.
Yeah this post was random..but it is what it is. And I'm not proof reading. DEAL WITH IT!
Thursday, February 3, 2011
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