I feel like a zombie sometimes. Especially today. I had an accident Saturday night where I blacked out and landed face first onto a kitchen floor. I have no clue what caused it. This is about the 3rd time it has happened. I just worry about driving and that occurring. So is my Mom and she wants me to go see someone. Whatever. I don't want anyone to look at my brain. It's my brain and I store personal things up there, so I don't want anyone to get a look.
Back to me being a zombie...When I feel like this, I just slowly walk around and feel weird about myself, about life and I don't really want to talk to to many people because I make no sense. It is just an awkwardness/tired state of mind. Better to just keep to myself.
Sometimes I wish I could be a zombie in real life. Just go around biting people and make them feel just like I do at the time. They could relate to me. We would have so much in common, because zombies don't show much emotion. Right now I am emotionless and I am fine with it. I will use zombie prescription this evening and tomorrow I will be more in a holiday cheer or maybe I shouldn't black out anymore. Maybe that caused this feeling.
I hate turkey.
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