Taking off the shirt.

Listen to the song above while you read the blog. It might enhance the experience but probably not.

I am so so happy I got my computer back yesterday. It is much much faster. With my old hard drive running out of memory and space, I had to do this. I couldn't add any new CDs or anything else onto my iPod or iPhone. That is a travesty in my book. So now I have so much room. I went crazy on iTunes yesterday. I got my bill emailed me today and it was $56. It was well worth it. Bought a new movie, music videos and of course several albums I have been meaning to pick up.

So today I have been jamming out the new tunes in my office. The most surprising purchase that has caught my eye is Alec Empire. Alec Empire use to be in Atari Teenage Riot and he is a master of making noise. His newest effort is less noise, so it is an easier listen. He makes me want to buy some advance keyboards, turntables and just go to town with sounds, beats and pure noise. I wish I could take all that equipment and make music in my office during my down time.

I need to start really working out this week. I still have been losing some weight, but my effort has been minimal. Saturday I am going to have to go without a shirt for the majority of the day. I am going to celebrate a friends birthday on a lake. I was kind of talked into going, but it should be fun. I guess....Maybe.

Anyways I use to be so insecure of walking around with no shirt. I don't have a six pack. I use to care what people think of the me without a shirt. I'm at the point in my life where I do care how I look, but I don't care what you think about it. My brother asked if I'm going to shave my chest. I said no. Then it would grow back even worse. Not that my chest hair is terrible, but it shapes my torso into a face of a hamster. A hamster, yes, a hamster. With my nips being the eyes, then the hair kind of curves the shape of what would be the nose and my belly button is his little mouth. If you saw it, you might be able to tell. That is just what I think it looks like. Ok, that is beyond the point of this.

I am proud of myself that I don't feel super ashamed of my body. It's getting there. Not all the way there yet, but 7 more lbs to go. Or maybe I will just work out the muscles and maybe get that six pack. Ahh who cares. I'm more torn about getting a hair cut. I like it long in the front, but I hate when the back gets long. Starts looking mulletly.