I really want a cig right now. I made a promise to my body that I must stop once A&M's basketball season comes to an end. Well it came to an end on Saturday. We got our asses kicked. It was a great season though, especially for a team that wasn't suppose to be that good. At least I am dominating in the NCAA brackets. I still have 15 out 16 teams still left in the tournament. I need some extra money. So keep your fingers crossed for me.
This weekend has been very interesting, to say the least. Someone likes me. Yes, seriously. It is also someone that I really really care about and I reference her on here quite a lot. The news of this pretty much gave me a panic attack Friday night. I kind of like 2 other girls. If I commit or start working towards something special with this girl, then what happens with the other 2 girls?
I really need to talk to one of these girls, well actually I wish I could talk to all 3. One of the 3 doesn't even like me. So maybe I shouldn't talk to her about it. The one that likes me, needs to her my opinion on the whole thing and the other girl who I really do care about needs to know how I feel about her.
Why does life have to be so complicated? Why did I have to find out that this person likes me? It kind of ruins a lot of fun I am having or what fun I could be having. I feel like I have been punched in the face. This relationship could change a lot of friendships I have with people. It makes me sad. Of course part of me is really excited. Maybe this could be a good thing.
I don't know what I am going to do. Isn't it weird that my last blog was about being tired of waiting, and that very night someone else was tired of waiting and decided to take a chance on me. Then again my starts working overtime and makes me think that this person only likes me because they got jealous of someone else.
F This Noise. I gotta get to the bottom of this.
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